The Canal Part 2



This is Chris. I see him from a distance first. My instinct is to walk up the dirt embankment and bypass him. Instead I forge ahead and decide that I'll just say a friendly hello.
"What's up man?"
"Hi. Oh, hey... can you come talk to me for a second?"
He sounds more lonely than someone needing change. I scope him out, he's got clean clothes on and looks healthy. I figure he's got some breakup or issue about losing his kids to his wife that he needs someone to talk to about. I see there's probably no harm in talking to him for a minute.
"I'm on my last two bucks," Chris tells me. "Can you spare some money?" "I'm sorry, I don't have any money to give." This is my new response when I don't get a good feeling from the beggar. I may have money, just none to give. It keeps me from lying.
"Well, could you at least sit down and talk to me for a minute, cause I'm so alone... lonely." I'm definitely not sitting. I like to be on my feet around desperate people.
"What happened," I inquire.
He tells me with this huge frown on his face that he was a checker at a 7/11 and doesn't do that anymore. He's got an electrical engineering degree from a respected college.
"Why aren't you doing that," I ask.
I've answered my own question as I glance down at his empty 40oz Mickey's bottle.
"I've got... I... a little drinking."
I think he's got a drinking problem. So what's his plan now?
"I'm going to paint curbs. I really want to give something that a homeowner can be proud of. Then you've got the keeping up with the Jones' thing and everyone in the neighborhood will want me to do their curbs."
He asks me what I do and then asks if its okay if he walks a couple feet away so he can urinate. I say sure.
"I'm a director." "Like a... what kind, like movies?" "Yeah." "Like have you directed anything that you've had a credit for, like on the credits?" "Yeah."
I don't think he is clearly stating what he means to ask. I withhold the information that I've never been paid to direct anything. Its okay, he's not buying that I make movies of any commercial value.
So, we banter for a few minutes about how the new Star Wars movies suck and how he thinks he can never be an actor because he's got a scar on his face.
"Can you get me a job as an extra?" "No, I don't control that aspect." "Then you're not a real director." "That's what they all say. Well, I gotta go, but you take care of yourself, Chris and get some help. Good luck with the curbs, and stay on the straight and narrow."
He doesn't answer back. I think he enjoyed the company, but that was overshadowed by my lack of giving.































